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Thursday, August 26, 2010

You are the answer to every prayer i have offered...



Life is always beautiful but it has more colors when you find someone special, with whom you can share your feelings, your emotions, your joyful moment, difficult times, and that one is always with you in every moment…like an extension whose shadow sprung besides you in every moment

Train was an hour late and I just thanked to God for his blessing which came in the way of time. I wanted to spend more time with Shivi. I was counting every second which was going on and with that my heart was beating faster. I was asking the favour from God that just give me more time or stop the time for some extent so that I can live more life with the person, who has became everything for me. My dream, my hope, my passion, my pray, my life & my most powerful emotion …Love

Destiny …Shivi will become my destiny I didn’t thought at that time. But who know serendipity can change one’s life.

Both of us were sitting on a bench without speaking a single word, I never felt that way which i was feeling that time. It was like something was going away from me, Like my soul is going out of my body and i can’t stop… i wanted to say to shivi that how much she meant to me, I wanted to live my life with her, i wanted to lay down in her lap and see the stars in the sky till they disappear and the ray of sun touch our body. I wanted to say her that you are the answer of all the prayers I have offered…. But I said nothing to her as I was afraid of the response. I watched my watch now it was 40 minutes left to train come……

College Camp -

I was walking alone in the silence enjoying my solitude, lot of thoughts were running in my head. Why I have joined this camp, it was better to skip the camp and enjoy those days with friends. Lot of students came from different states to attend this 10 days camp. There was lot of gathering, every one was busy in meeting with each other in order to know, I got bored soon and left the campus and walked towards the near by garden for some relax.

This was the first time when i watched Shivi, she was sitting alone in the cold breeze watching the sun being swallowed behind the trees. She was being cherished by the beauty of nature. The trees were swaying in the wind; bird song - the musical sounds made by birds was being sonorous, the color of sky became reddish as it has taken the sun in his arm. I was just gazing at her ….she was looking so pretty, she was the child of nature. She was in love with nature so that she used to spend her lot of time in peace, alone watching transformation of nature. Flowers, butterfly, cute animals, were her best friend. Sometimes we didn’t recognize the nature itself teaches the lession of love and this time God has sent her to this world as a messenger of love. She is the beautiful creature of the nature, nature has given so much love, and affection to her so that she has became the epitome of love. I simply could not take my eyes off her and seemed glued to her like a magnet. God certainly creates human beings matching the beauty of a fairy. She seemed to be an angel stepping on earth with the purity and sacredness of heaven oozing out of her face. She was the great believer of God. According to her everything is in God’s hand. Whatever happens with us is the God wish. She was always ready to help the person in need.

Sometimes in life God gives us some sign so that we can understand what god wants and what he has planned for us. Something was going to happen and I was not aware ……

I still remember her bonhomie and her way of joie de vivre. She wanted to savour every moment …even my heart has word with my inner voice and both have decided something for me, I asked them to tell me but they denied, even after my effort of asking I was failed to know the secret. Both of them became good pal and I felt envy towards them.

Ashu …ashu … I came out of my trance …I turned my face towards shivi …after a long silence she spoke and I was like mute …thousands of thoughts going in my head & ready to come out of my imagination. In front of me there was a sign board of a Telecom company with a caption “kariye dil ki baat”. I have seen movies, read lots of book there was thousand ways to express feeling towards someone you really love or someone who meant to you. She was meant to me everything but I was lost….

I looked in to her eyes and say “yes shivi …. My eyes was ready to tell everything which I had hide. She looked in my eyes ………..
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